for our dear friend, stephen

prior to my dream about the baby...
i had another one. night before that...

i was in the kitchen of i dont which house, then a coffin was brought in with a guy inside. he died in an accident... again, the picture was very clear to me. i look closely to his head...
i went back to the kitchen... my nephew, derick was there. he told me that he wants to see the body as well. i said no, it was still fresh.

then i woke up.

the same night that derick had an accident with a motorbike...
my friend, stephen sy had the same. in his case, he was the one driving.

and unlike derick, he is in bad shape.
he was declared brain dead already... the doctors said there is only 5% chance to live if he will undergo a surgery. there is an internal hemmorhage and the brain is swollen and dislocated.
at this time, his family are just waiting for his dad to arrive from Taiwan, before they let go of him. he has been suffering a lot and only those machines keeps his heart pump...

its painful to let go. i hope i will be there to hug him for the last time.
stephen is a good friend and i know that even if he will leave us soon... he will always be there for us.

tep's life has been a wonderful journey. he is known to be naughty or even worst, a bad boy to many. drinks often... had a lot of girls... an easy go lucky guy.

yet, to us, his close friends, he has been the sweet, always present, supportive and funny friend.
a loving husband and father of two girls... and in two months time - will be three.
too sad that he will not be there to see his youngest...
a kuya to his two younger brothers... and a dear son to his parents.

he has left us with so many good memories.
im thankful that i spent time with him during my recent vacation... we were always happy together, and i will treasure those times that he is with us.

i dont want to think that he is the guy in my dreams...

we are still praying for miracle for a great friend that we truly love.
please pray for him... Thy will be done.