i was trying to think of the reasons...
maybe, this is just one of my mood swings.
i just came back from a smoke break, went outside the building.
i've seen several birds flying freely in the air.
as if searching for something or looking for someone...
they move without restraint.
they go wherever they want... they are soaring high!
"wish i was a bird?" hahaha...
i envied their freedom - their moves.
as if nothing else matters when they fly.
and the best part is... they know the way home afterwards.
i dont know if what im feeling is really jealousy.
but at some point, i know we all should be... (not just me)