I Miss You

It's been one and a half month since you read something from me.
I am sorry for the gap... for the silence.

The past 45 days was not dull nor empty that there was nothing to write...
Instead, it was a very hectic 45 days for me that might equal to 90 days to others.
Most of the time, my 24 hours was never enough for one day and it usually ends with another day.

I may be as busy as a bee... but I was never been this happy.

I had several experiences that I should share...
I have compiled them in my mind and in my heart. The lessons that I learned, the people that I met, the moments and the experiences... you can read them all in the coming days.

For now, I want to tell you that I really do miss you.
Its been a week that I have this passionate desire to say something again here in my blog... To open my dashboard and write.
In the past week, I felt guilty for not fulfilling my commitment of sharing something to you.

I know I am not oblige.

You may not notice at all that I was gone for quite some time and never even waited for my next blog...
But for me, this is something that I am dedicated to do... not just to you and to myself but to my Big Boss up there...

This site is not just a simple outlet of what I feel, neither a hobby,  but along with these pages is my vow, my commitment to testify the amazing work of God in my life and the marvelous things that He does everyday...

It's not easy. Many times, I see myself stumbling from this commitment.

But the conviction of fulfilling this work gives me strength to go on... to write more... to share my experiences and learning...
not for my own satisfaction but to give back the honor to the Source of this wisdom and the real Author of the story of my life, Christ Jesus.

⁷ But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. ⁸ We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; ⁹ persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. ¹⁰ We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.  

2 Corinthians 4:7-10