Where Do I Want To Be?

Where Do I Want To Be???

Somebody requested me to write something about that title... and it's not about me, but her. Since we are in totally different world, it took me some time to finish it, and by the time that it's done, she has already prepared her own piece. which is fine, since it should be something personal.


i felt disappointed when she told me that she dont need it anymore, because ofcourse, i took time to do the composition... but the best thing is that i was able to reflect for my own "where do i want to be?" as i am doing hers...

and that simple question doesnt have a simple answer.
in fact, its a continous question that we all should ask to ourselves, as often as we could until we find the right answers...

as far as I know, I have lived my life fully, the best way that I could.
I practiced to blend with everyday scenarios... I choose to be happy most of the time.
and when there are some sad tuesdays... I also entertain the feeling of sadness, to balance and to appreciate happiness more.

presently, I am at phase of life where ideally, should've established the where do I want to be... and just keep focus on that path.
but then, this journey of living is not as straight as we all wished. there where crooked streets, needed to take some left and right turns along the way...

and during those u turn days, I sometimes lost track of the route... and worst, I tend to look for alternatives and short cuts...

but before I totally bump on dead ends... I usually stop for a while, review my map and find my way to get back to my path.

luckily, I often find out that my finish line is still there. the flag stand still.

there, to "my" place where people tend to worry less and laugh more.
where love and peace were binded forever and hate is never recognized.

my dream is simple... my ambitions are as easy as ABC.

I never aspire to gain more, all I want is to have a decent job that will give importance to my talents. where i can share my knowledge and learn new skills.
I dont wish to have more money than what I need. what is important for me is to have enough to live by... to help my family... to share with others.

what else?

of course, I want to go home or rather, stay at home, if possible... I want to be there. to live there. be with the people I grew up with...
and to continue my journey with my partner, and live life simply happy.

hmmm... that's it!
and may our Lord God guide my path towards this flight :)